Tuesday, September 16, 2008

I had a moment of clarity, at 3:50am...

I forget, people are good.
What a horrible thing to forget.
It's not entirely my fault.
I need to reevaluate the people I surround myself with.
It's easy to know who stays and who doesn't.
I'm one who shouldn't, but since that's not an option, I'm gonna be a better friend.
I'm easily influenced, that's going to change.
I lost myself for a while.
But that's good, I learned from it.
Thank you for sticking by me anyway.

It's 3:50am, I woke up with this on my mind. I didn't want to wake anyone with a Blackberry who receives email notifications of my postings so I've delayed publishing until 7:15am. I'm going back to bed, feeling much better having gotten that out.

1 comment:

  1. Traveling sales woman w nothing to sellSeptember 16, 2008 at 11:23 AM

    yup Himbo people are good! Even as a kid I would see the good in the people who were bad...it kinda sucks though to see the good in the bad! :-)
    Just yesterday I was saying I have lost myself for a long time now I've been a different person living my life for someone else and I've learned a lot from it..... but I don't know if that means I won't keep repeating..hopefully now. I hope you are doing some fun things during your time off; having fun is really the most important part of life the rest of the stuff are side dishes!